The first words that I spoke out loud this morning were : I just want to cry my heart out.

When asked why I revealed that tomorrow would’ve been my mother’s birthday. I thought that was why.

A fam phone call later and I realised there was another reason.

Today was meant to be my beautiful niece and her wonderful partner’s Wedding Day.

It got #cancelled because of something stupid.

The whole extended family plus pets were all meant to be spending this weekend in a country house CELEBRATING the joining of two young lovers in Holy Matrimony.

I just want to cry my heart out :o(