Re-live the entire timeline of my ancestors.
Scottish. Scandinavian. Iceni. Russian etc (?)
We were ALL killed on some battlefield somewhere. Usually raped, abandoned, rejected and/or beheaded.
Why?
Because we always fought back to save our families.
If you believe in Soul Contracts or that the Spirit comes back or that Death is just an illusion – this will make sense.
For some reason, I signed up to face every executioner that my ancestors faced.
I was to born to Break the Chains that Bind?
My boys have had such a better life than either I or their father had.
Their Dad was shoved into a Boarding School aged 11. Both his sisters were too. None of them have ever recovered from THAT parental abandonment.
All I know is that every single day of my life brings as much pain as pleasure. FACT!